So, Long Time–No See….

I started this year with a list, a list, I tell you, of blog posts and prompts and things I wanted to write about, talk about, show you guys, here on the blog…and yet…

Nada.

I got sick in January…yup…I did the best I could…and then the germs lingered…and lingered…

I did two trips in a row around the antibiotic fields of joy-joy drugs that make me almost as sick as I was before but do alleviate the awesome need to remove my teeth with pliers they hurt so bloody bad…uh huh.

It was March…and I looked around, thinking, sheesh, I do NOT want to write a blog post — again — that says, hey, sorry, but I am sick and too ill, too tired, too bleary-eyed to even think of checking email, must less being competent and cohesive enough to write anything decent in a blog post to say–hey, I’m sick–I would have had months worth of daily posts just saying, yup, still sick, yup, still sick…and maybe once in a while, yup, still breathing, or trying to at least…

I am still not sure how we arrived at APRIL (for the love of all that’s holy!)–and yet–here we are–it’s April…

I would like to be able to say (because it’s how I was raised) that I am embarrassed that I have done so little visible work–either with my writing, or art, or posting here–but ya know–being this sick, over and over and over…somtimes heavy heavy can’t it sucks to twitch sick and sometimes just ye gods will this malingering annoyance that saps every bit of everything out of me low-grade BSery, has gotten me to a point where–I am not embarrassed–I am not ashamed–and I am just going to pick up where I left off and move forward. much as if this whole beginning of the year has not simply flown by with little accomplished on my part.

So, fair warning–hopefully I shall be showing up here regularly.  I do have a ton of topics on my list to write about…and although I have been mostly immobile, there has been a great deal of cerebral work happening…and hopefully, more of it will be revealed quite soon.

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